Is this considered some form of plurality?
I’m not diagnosed with any dissociative/psychotic disorder(s), nor suspecting them. I am not asking for a “diagnosis” either btw, the only thing that I am diagnosed with is ADHD so I am already neurodivergent, and I have some psychotic symptoms I guess. I do have trauma but I don’t like talking about it, and for some reason I don’t see it as actual trauma but a lot of people have told me that my family is abusive. I am sixteen so this might also be part of too much creativity and imagination ig
I am posting this from a throwaway account lol
Ok so since I was around five or six years old, I would have this voice in my head talking to me, asking me questions, saying stuff that I didn’t really control, comforting me, giving me advice, etc. The weird thing is that I never really had any control over what it would say and tell me (sometimes it took over my body other times it just stayed mostly in the back of my head - still does that)
It doesn’t take control of my body much with the exception when I get too overwhelmed. I also noticed changes in my voice, tone, even accent after changing. Same with when it talks to me (out loud - I only let it do that when I am home alone or alone in my room so nobody thinks I am insane or something)
Tbh I thought this thing was normal and I assumed I was maybe just the weird kid, a few months ago it randomly told me it’s a different entity from me and I was like “Dude what the fuck are you talking about???”, told someone in my friendgroup, they told me to get that checked out, and the thing in my head got mad so it didn’t talk to me for hours and sort of sent me into a psychotic episode.
It hates being talked about (even more if it’s talked about in a bad way) lmao so it does the above often. And yes, it has its’ own name and even age apparently (ofc I don’t believe it much but it keeps trying to convince me it’s real and that it has feelings - I once got into a big argument with it because of this and I ended up having religious psychosis episode because I thought I was posessed by a demon or something), tbh I have no idea how I even wrote all of this without getting yelled at in my own head.. smh I feel weak idk, for some reason the thing hates when I am labeled as plural or anything of that sort because it thinks that plural people are cringe?? Or smth like that lmao what, sorry for the bad english my native language is not english