Thinking I have HS and I am Very Sad
Hi! Super new here because I just recently even found out what hs was and I’m fairly sure I have it. For the past couple years I’ve been dealing with pretty bad boils in my groin and butt area which makes sense I guess cause I have the most weight there? Idk. But I was managing fine Like I would be embarrassed by the scars but I’ve been getting them to go away little by little and the boils have been showing up less (I started using hibiclens and exfoliating more) but literally just now I had one on my back that popped and it just made me so sad. And I’m trying to go to a dermatologist to get help because I saw an ad yesterday about medicine that could help but my insurance is only covering virtual visits? And nobody in my area is in network like how does that even make sense? I’m 20 so I’m already stressed and insecure about everything and I want to go do things with my friends and dress the way I want to dress but I can’t cause the scarring is so bad even when they do go away and I’m so embarrassed about it. Unrelated but I also just had jaw surgery so I’ve been really down about myself lately cause I look crazy and this was just the straw that broke the camels back I think. It’s nice though that at least now I have an idea of what’s going on with me I just wish I could fix it. Sorry for weird grammar or formatting I’m on my phone and typing a little frenzied cause I’m feeling alot right now. Any advice would be appreciated and if anyone else if feeling sad I’m right there with you sister or brother or just sibling and we are beautiful!!