Its hard trying to find love
I’ve really tired of being so unlucky at finding a boyfriend. I go in cycles of just not thinking of dating at all, because I need a break of the rejection and being ignored/invisible. But then when I get a little feeling of hope and I try again, it’s always the same thing, no matches on the dating apps. Chasers or only very old men on grindr or guys who don’t wanna share a face pic. I’ll see a cute trans guy, message them and then nothing. I’m constantly told by friends that I look good blabla, many of my friends (women) have showed interest in me ( I am gay) so I know if I liked women I would have no trouble finding a girlfriend lol. I’ve noticed also how women will flirt with me but alas not the right match obviously lol. But finding a boyfriend as a transguy? It seems to be an impossible hurdle. I’ve had many flings and hooks up here and there but nothing beyond that. When I just swear off dating, I focus on my career and my friends and it’s alright. But I feel like I’m just hiding the fact that I am lonely and do feel sad seeing other people not having any trouble with dating. It feels like it’s only gotten more difficult to more I started passing also lol. Anyways, yeah i’m just tired and feeling sad.