Detox/rehab
Hey quitters! I’ve made the painful decision to go to detox and rehab for this. I just cannot seem to gain control over my usage and I just need help ya know? I’d like to ask those with this experience what I can do to prepare myself to be the most comfortable as possible and how can I insure that I do not come out of this hooked on subs. I want to be fucking done with EVERYTHING. I’m 36F with a family and I’ve struggled with addiction since I was 15. I’m tired of hiding. I’m tired of feeling shame from my poor choices. I’m tired of stealing from people medicine cabinets. I’m just tired of this junkie-like life and mentality. Here are my top questions..
What meds should I ask to be given for comfort?
How should I taper down as low as possible beforehand so I don’t struggle as bad while waiting for my score of subutex? My current usage is over 1000mg a day and I have roughly a week before I go in.
Also, I tried to go through this detox program before Christmas and ins Kicked me out due to 7OH not being a big enough problem for detox. Like what? I was struggling so much worse than the fent users! They were feeling sorry for ME🤯
What should I tell my kids and clients I am leaving over a month for? 😭
Is there any specific item/s you wish you had packed to wear or do for a long stay?
If there’s anything I didn’t ask that you’d like to mention I’m happy to read all and any advice! Thank you ❤️❤️❤️