u/FinishSpirited4842

What’s up guys I’ve been stuck on 7oh for a little over a year now. I’ve had probably 10 quits, none have ever been successful. The longest I had was maybe 12 days before caving in. I spend $110 a day to maintain my habit. Its really bad. Im on disability right now and was previously receiving 1100 every 2 weeks, so I could manage, along with doing little side jobs. Recently I was put onto permanent disability so my checks got cut down to $500 every 2 weeks… so my habit was unsustainable. Im ashamed to say but need to get it off my chest, I sold everything. Maxed out 3 credit cards. Sold all my tools , sold my car… its horrible. I need to get this off my chest. Im feeling decent now with the help of subs and gabapentin. I don’t know why I get called back to this drug so hard. I wouldn’t say it’s completely ruined my life but it’s definetky did a lot of damage. I just wanted to get this off my chest. Right now my symptoms are really just restless leg syndrome, pains and aches in my legs, no appetite, and no sleep. I hope everybody makes it out of this shit. I’ve lost almost everything. I hope my story can help someone else who isn’t in to deep yet to see what this can turn into.