This has been a thing ever since I was little, if I go outside in the rain and smell this weird odor (It's like an earthy musky kind of smell, not easy to explain) there will 100% be a slug (Or multiple) somewhere nearby.
If it's raining and there's no odor then there's no slugs.
So-
Raining + No slugs = No odor.
Raining + Slugs = Weird odor.
I'm not really looking for answers (Since there's no question) I just needed somewhere to release these feelings and if people start getting rude I'll let just delete this post and not my entire account like I did years ago (I said I hate SPOILED kids. Guy got mad and started harassing me but whatever) anyway on to the vent.
So I realised I was demi through what seems to be the most common way. I knew I wasnt allo, thought I was fully asexual but then learnt of demisexuality and boom! I finally had my label and I was so happy to have found it.
But even though I found my truth I still felt...wrong.
Back then all I came across was people complaining that "It wasn't real" and that demisexual people are just "Fussy people looking for attention" so I stopped calling myself that because those words got to me "What if I really am just fussy?" "What if I am an attention seeker?"
But slowly I found more stuff online about it and I finally came to terms that I am a demi and that was that.
Until yesterday.
Look I still believe Im demi, nothing's gonna change that but I was looking at a different asexual subreddit and a majority of the people there were saying those same phrases I heard so many years ago "Attention seeking" "Fussy" and the one that really hurt-
"Kink"
They called my sexuality, something I had struggled with for years... a kink.
There were also people saying "Demisexuals aren't asexuals, you can only be asexual of you're completely sex repulsed" (Which just isnt true)
I was a lot more upset yesterday but I've taken some time to calm down and I've decided that I don't care if demisexuality is a form of asexuality.
It is my sexuality.
It is not a fucking kink.
Anyway that's it, I hope this sub is nice.