Quitting marijuana in Germany
Hi, I’m 25 (male). I’ve been smoking constantly since I was 22. During that time, I’ve done it all: I had a wonderful partner, finished college, and traveled abroad to the United States twice. However, right now I feel empty, and nothing brings me fulfillment. About a year ago, I let marijuana take complete control of me, and that led to an emotional breakdown that would have consequences. I lost my partner after a two-and-a-half-year relationship, I sank into harmful habits, and I signed up for a martial arts gym. However, I then received the news that my mother had been laid off from her job, and yet she supported me in leaving the country.
I’m currently in Germany on a one-year language visa; I arrived three months ago—wow, time has flown by! However, in Germany, just like in the United States, there’s a CBD culture, with stores and a variety of CBD products. During those three months, I’ve been using marijuana here, but I’ve realized that I’ve been getting worse.
I realized I was just running away from my responsibilities and the pain of my breakup; it’s really started to take an emotional toll on me. Sometimes I think to myself, “Damn, I’m in Germany,” but I don’t know what to expect. After several crises, I’m ready to quit marijuana completely, at least during my stay in Germany. I’m open to advice, experiences, or hearing how others gradually quit marijuana. I’ve made friends here and done various activities together, but my urge to smoke is still there. Now that there are CBD shops, my urge to use is growing. But I want to take this seriously. Also, if anyone lives in Germany who isn’t a citizen, we could talk and figure this all out together. I’m from Ecuador, by the way—I didn’t mention that. But I do want to make the most of where I am right now.
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