Looking for a friend to chat with about the our human struggles. 31m
Going through a bit of an existential crisis. And I’m not sure who I can turn to. Bit of a longer post.
See if say I have a pretty good life now. I went to school a bit late in my 20s. My early life was very chaotic and I ended up moving around a lot. I’m now a bit more settled now that I moved from a small town in a big city in Canada. For reference my parents are south asian and I was born here. Growing up I struggled with cultural differences.
Somewhere a long the lines I steered away from hanging out with the brown families we would visit. There was so much gossip and drama. Like why am I beefing with my “aunty’s” son because my mom is mad at her?
This led me to hanging out with more Canadian friends. I got into drinking and partying went to concerts and music festivals. Travelled to a few countries on my own. And got to meet all sorts of people.
Now that I’m in my early 30s I don’t live that same lifestyle besides travelling. And i don’t know I’m not feeling fulfilled? Even at home I’m having trouble enjoying my hobbies. It’s a strange feeling. I’m not even approaching women or people to meet or make friends like I used to.
I’d consider myself an introverted extrovert. I like to spend more time at home rather than out but I have no issues socializing. I generally take care of my appearance and am into video games, fashion, tattoos, jewelry, rap/edm/pop movies, comics, shows. I’d say I’m a pretty good conversationalist as long as the curiosity is reciprocated. I’m just lost and I don’t know where to turn to besides strangers on the internet.
I thought it would be good to be a little more transparent with this post because why not. If you took the time to read this, thank you! Leave a comment send me a DM if you’d like to chat.