I feel completely out of control.
Hello everyone. I’m finally ready to admit that I have a problem. I’m 26 and over the past 6+ years porn has slowly but steadily consumed my life. Starting with the 2020 lockdowns, I’ve been going further and further down this rabbit hole, and now I realize I can’t just easily put it down any more, I feel like this has reached the point of addiction.
Here’s just a few examples of how bad it’s gotten for me:
- I’ve started spending hours nearly everyday looking at porn while at work.
- I will go into the work bathroom to goon to porn while at work.
- I wake up extremely early to look at porn and goon while my wife is asleep.
- I listen to porn while on the drive to and from work.
- I’ve started avoiding sex with my wife.
- I’ve started jerking off with other gooners on places like discord.
- I’ve started taking dick pics and showing my genitals on camera to strangers.
When I list out all of these degenerate things that I’ve started doing it makes me want to cry. This is what I want out of my 20’s. Is there hope for me? Do I need professional help?