So, I’ve dealt with many traumatic events as a kid and it’s only made me more resilience. And I have bent up anger what I don’t execute. I feel so much yet I don’t know how to express it, writing doesn’t help, any source of outlet doesn’t work.
And I’ve always felt like I was different. Not just because people said it, but there were moments where I knew I was capable of more but didn’t.
I need suggestions. Any way where I can truly be who I am, not hold myself back down from what is there for me. Whether it be magic, readings, awakening my third eye, ANYTHING. Meditation does have an effect on me, if that helps. When I meditate or try to at least I don’t think things, my body just submits in a weird way. And my body tingles but not tingling, but I feel something all over my body.