u/Firm_Combination5587

I genuinely do want to hamg out with them. We like the same things, we enjoy eachother's company, but somewhere in the back of my mind intentionally or not i always feel left out in the hangouts despite all the friends that i hang out with during it genuinely accept and like me.

I feel like i dont deserve to be in their presence and i look at myself in disgust and eventually vomit. Its the 3rd hangout i bullshitted out of already and i cried after vomiting.

Why do i feel as if im never good enough for them? They interact with me properly, they dont treat me as a freak because im autistic, they even get bummed whenever i bullshit my way out. But for some reason my body tells me to ghost them because i dont deserve them. Even after everything going so well i feel like i dont deserve any of it and throw oppurtunities of enjoying myself away just because a deep seated feeling that i dont deserve any of it.

Painted this sergeant for 3 hours. I personally believe he's my best work

Can someone give me a hand?

Recently, 3 prints ago my prints started failing for no reason.

Chunks not printing, peeling, sounds of hard peeling from the film rather than the usual slight thudding sound it makes after a big layer.

I initially thought it was a leveling issue, so i releveled. The issue still persists

I checked the fep status, 45 prints without changing. So i replaced the fep thinking it would work, but it doesnt.

Another thing of note is my table is a bit off level, one of the lrgs of my table was off and tilted, therefore tilted the printer by a slight incline barely noticeable

Despite that i have the printer for about a good few months and encountered no issues with it

I even put some extra supportage to level the printer to be even et it still fails. Cleaned up the print plate too and it still peels.

I already changed lift speed too so as to make it a bit slower but it still peeled

I also stabilized the printer to make it more level but still failed

Anybody knows whats going on?

Will be painting the rest soon once ive based them all