r/minicels

Warhammer is the only game I play. I suck at Foxhole and video games now, and out of 134+ (roughly) games of 10th edition I have only won 5. 5 fucking games and that’s it, “well, you have fun that’s all that matters” but it’s not fun when I don’t win. I’m not saying I can’t have fun loosing, I do. I have had some extremely fun and chaotic games that were lost to me by a knifepoint. But it’s just not fun when I don’t win at all, it’s more of a feels bad man more than anything. I’m just not having fun anymore. I try good units I try to fight harder I do everything I’m supposed too and I cannot win. This is the only thing I do and I suck st it. My life is shit, I have no friends and my dad killed himself a room over a little over 2 weeks ago because I’m moving in with my mom. My friend killed himself when I was 13 and that really fucked with me. I’m 14 and a half years old. What do I do with my life? Nothing even feels fun anymore. I can’t slit my wrist and feel better anymore. All of this just extremely sucks.

My cat of 15 years could possibly have mouth cancer, even if she hasn't she can't eat due to the pain, hurts to watch her suffer, don't have the money to keep getting her surgery and don't want to prolong her pain anyway, this year has obliterated me as a person. I missing the head and waiting for a new one in the mail before you ask, proud of this mini regardless cause I can't bring myself to paint most days.

Been seeing this girl from my friendgroup for a while and I thought it was going really well. Took her out on nice dates, cooked for her, had really good time putting in the effort and building a deeper connection than we previously had and she suddenly decided she doesn't want to continue dating and won't give me more details other than dating beings anxiety inducing.

Don't know how to feel. I knew she had doubts but there were so many steps along the way where she could've expressed them a bit more coherently. My best friend feels I was too lenient to her red flags and I allowed myself to be used, I feel like I'm now in limbo because I will still have to see her during group functions.

My son was born about 2 months ago, he was induced 3 weeks early. Came out a healthy weight and size but he had a slight breathing issue so they took him for what was supposed to be a short day or two observation visit to the NICU.

Well, 3 and a half weeks and many tests later, and he finally came home. It was a combination of lungs not fully developed and my wife’s medication causing these issues when breastfeeding, something we were never informed could be an issue.

Even with insurance, we were looking at 10k plus for the NICU stay. Well, our bill came and the over all cost was 56k for the birth and 280k for the NICU stay.

After both of our insurances were charged, we will only pay a total of $800 for everything.

Here is the Victrix Honor Guard I did while waiting for him in the hospital.

I get attatched way too easily and I overthink everything too much. Almost everyone I know acts distant or uninterested/annoyed with me.

Sometimes it feels like it’d be better off if I leave people alone

I don’t know what I should do. I’m falling to pieces. I have people who love me and want me to be around but I just don’t. I’m not strong enough anymore. I had to stop a genuine murder attempt with my own hands and nobody seems to care that I keep seeing the poor woman’s head being bounced off the ground every time I close my eyes. I’m tired guys. I think it’s best I just take the shortcut at this point. I attached a semi painted salamander to a picture frame of a Ben 10 puzzle.

Failed at my job, girl I had a crush on decided to fuck my roomate instead, and I cant even paint my knights well enough

She then followed up with "but I'm not breaking up with you." It just fucking hurt. I feel like I can't talk to her about my feelings and just yahhhh. I mean I get it she just doesn't feel sad and or depressed like I do. But I have BPD I can't help but be a bit crazy. I'm on 2 meds for it already.

Accounting exams got me sweating like you wouldn't believe. I either pass them in July or I get a talking to from HR and possibly fired. I think it'd be utterly over if I had to go into retail or fast food while I finished up my qualification.

Murderwing Shrieker

My lgs has a large trade community, i made a trade of my 1800pts of death guard for 15 printed zoanthropes and 13 epic scale baneblades (i handed over the dg because i was moving and too busy to wait for the prints to be finished) After two weeks of updates and a meetup i had to reschedule i have heard nothing and got no response. I live 4.5 hours away from that lgs now and am on the brink of despair post. Deathmaster Crixxit

she used to be really nice to me, now she leaves me on delivered for 10 hours a day saying shes busy or napping or has no energy
she ignores me and when i try to make my feelings known and talk about it she rebutes me saying im annoying and always bringing something up. its all going downhill ever since i bought a plane ticket to go see her, which she encouraged me to do

Obviously it was an accident but that doesn't absolve me of guilt. Painted these guys for greathelm, just need to base them. Criticism of my painting would be appreciated.

Cool lil Cato I painted. I’ve basically lost the girl of my dreams she is so perfect to me I’ll never find anyone else like her

Weight loss is going really well. I'm very visibly thinner. Need to dirty these lads up and work on the plasma more .