Idk how to describe how it felt. My experiences with offering to other gods are tangible, they came into my life when I needed it the most and they helped me to either see things to the end or gave me motivation and tests to make it. Jesus on the other hand seems to be guiding me instead of just helping me, it feels interesting.
2 weeks ago I broke up with my long distance girlfriend, she was absent for 2 weeks before this happened and I had enough of it. She was constantly ghosting me because of her mental health conditions and I couldn't take it anymore. She deleted all of her accounts and blocked my number not long after I broke up with her. No goodbyes, no final messages, no anything. And this broke my heart even more.
I ended up having a fling with another girl after things ended but it just wasn't the same, I broke things off with her because I needed time and I needed to get better. I just miss my ex, I've been trying to rationalize why I had to do it but part of me feels like I just gave up on her completely when she needed me the most. I hate myself for this feeling, and I just want to wake up to see her messages again. I hope she comes back, maybe at least reads my messages. I love her still and I can't get her out of my mind.
I just want her back.
Idk what to even say, she blocked my number, nuked her accounts, all without saying a word. Not even a single goodbye. She abandoned me over and over again, and now she abandoned me for the last time.
Hi everyone! My name is Jake. I'm a recently single 23 years old and I'm here looking for someone to chat with about my interests, and maybe see where things go from there. I'm a massive nerd, I love everything from astronomy and astrophysics, Information Technology and cybersecurity, to Warhammer and tabletop gaming. I enjoy painting miniatures, playing games whether they be in person or online, watching anime and documentaries, traveling, and more!
About how I look (since you can't attach photos here for some reason idk) I'm a short king measuring at 5'3", I have a beard and medium length brown hair, brown eyes, light skin, and I wear glasses. I like to wear jeans and branded T-shirts or mosaic T-shirts, I also like wearing a jacket I affectionately call my "hobo hoodie" when it's cold.
As for religion (if this is a no go for you) I'm what's called Asatru, I worship the old Norse Gods like Thor and Odin. I lead a kindred (basically a church group) where I live and we have regular meetings. Hope this won't be a problem for y'all if you are interested!
And that's basically it, I'm hoping to have someone listen to me about my interests and reciprocate so I can learn about yours. I love learning about people and then learn about me! So hmu if you're interested :)
Hi everyone! My name is Jake. I'm 23 years old and I'm here looking for someone to chat with about my interests, and maybe see where things go from there. I'm a massive nerd, I love everything from astronomy and astrophysics, Information Technology and cybersecurity, to Warhammer and tabletop gaming. I enjoy painting miniatures, playing games whether they be in person or online, watching anime and documentaries, traveling, and more!
About how I look (since you can't attach photos here for some reason idk) I'm a short king measuring at 5'3", I have a beard and medium length brown hair, brown eyes, light skin, and I wear glasses. I like to wear jeans and branded T-shirts or mosaic T-shirts, I also like wearing a jacket I affectionately call my "hobo hoodie" when it's cold.
As for religion (if this is a no go for you) I'm what's called Asatru, I worship the old Norse Gods like Thor and Odin. I lead a kindred (basically a church group) where I live and we have regular meetings. Hope this won't be a problem for y'all if you are interested!
And that's basically it, I'm hoping to have someone listen to me about my interests and reciprocate so I can learn about yours. I love learning about people and then learn about me! So hmu if you're interested :)
I want to see your face again, maybe that can be the start of our mending.
I'm going to ignore you, I get it you're going through a lot, but that's no excuse to cut me out of your life.
You've been gone, like you have been before, but things are different now, we made things different now. We went through the motions together and we both made promises but I can't keep mine, I miss you. I want you here. I still love you. If you don't feel the same please just let me know, but I'll be here. Goodbye for now.
Grand Regent Thragg or the Emperor of Mankind?
Hi everyone, I'm an Asatru who has been practicing for over 6 years now, and recently I've been having some pretty intense dreams and experiences, which I don't exactly know how to explain. To keep a long story short, I keep having dreams where Jesus comes to me as a son of Odin and both of them come to me, Odin shows me wisdom and teaches me how to make my way through life and Jesus sacrifices himself against Loki to save me from chaos. After this happens I end up buying a wolf cross (a cross between a mjolnir and a cross, used by both pagans and christians and even syncretists) and wearing it as a symbol of both my faith in the old gods and in Jesus. How do I explain this? Can I still remain Asatru even if I incorporate Jesus into my personal pantheon? Thanks!