I did a bit of an experiment. What are y'all's honest thoughts?
For what I said when you left, for how I pushed you away. You're suffering just like I am, it was so cruel of me to push you away because you were hurting. I should have been there for you.
I hope I get to see you again. This is the only way I can talk to you, by screaming to the void.
23 M4F #online #kansas #single massive nerd with a technical career looking for a genuine connection
Hi all, thought I'd make a post here and snoop around. For anonymity purposes I will not share my real name publicly, but you all can call me J. I'm a 23 year old, recently single, short man who's looking for a mature woman over my age. I'm getting tired of the games people my age keep playing with me and honestly I'm looking for something long term, healthy, and stable.
As for more in depth information about me, I'm a massive nerd, a gamer, and a guy who works in information technology. I have 3 certifications in the field and I'm looking to get more. For hobbies, I love tabletop gaming and miniature painting. I play a lot of Warhammer 40,000 and DnD, and I regularly paint miniatures for both. Other hobbies I have include Cybersecurity, reading, gaming, and anime.
Appearance wise I am 5'3", average build, brown hair and reddish brown beard, brown eyes, and white skin. I basically look like a dwarf, lol. I try to keep my style consistent but most of the time I just end up wearing tees and jeans, but I do have a few fancy tees and jackets.
Be aware I do suffer from a few mental disorders just to put that up front, I do have schizo affective bipolar and PTSD, but if you can look past that I think you'll find me to be a wonderful person. Hope to hear from y'all soon! Take care.
Idk what else to say, she's gone. She disconnected her number, deleted her accounts, vanished without even saying goodbye. I made the mistake by breaking up with her, she was vulnerable and barely holding it together. She was so depressed she almost quit her job and left everything behind. I shouldn't have listened to y'all, I want her back so badly and part of me hopes it'll happen but then the rational part tells me she's gone for good. I wish I never fucking broke up with her.
I'm looking for my ex, she disappeared off the internet a few weeks ago and deleted all of her accounts. I have no way of contacting her now. You used to be called Metal_Imposter on here and KittyHeating on discord. If you're here, let me know. I miss you, and I want to smooth things over with you. Thank you.
Idk how to describe how it felt. My experiences with offering to other gods are tangible, they came into my life when I needed it the most and they helped me to either see things to the end or gave me motivation and tests to make it. Jesus on the other hand seems to be guiding me instead of just helping me, it feels interesting.
2 weeks ago I broke up with my long distance girlfriend, she was absent for 2 weeks before this happened and I had enough of it. She was constantly ghosting me because of her mental health conditions and I couldn't take it anymore. She deleted all of her accounts and blocked my number not long after I broke up with her. No goodbyes, no final messages, no anything. And this broke my heart even more.
I ended up having a fling with another girl after things ended but it just wasn't the same, I broke things off with her because I needed time and I needed to get better. I just miss my ex, I've been trying to rationalize why I had to do it but part of me feels like I just gave up on her completely when she needed me the most. I hate myself for this feeling, and I just want to wake up to see her messages again. I hope she comes back, maybe at least reads my messages. I love her still and I can't get her out of my mind.
I just want her back.
Idk what to even say, she blocked my number, nuked her accounts, all without saying a word. Not even a single goodbye. She abandoned me over and over again, and now she abandoned me for the last time.
Hi everyone! My name is Jake. I'm a recently single 23 years old and I'm here looking for someone to chat with about my interests, and maybe see where things go from there. I'm a massive nerd, I love everything from astronomy and astrophysics, Information Technology and cybersecurity, to Warhammer and tabletop gaming. I enjoy painting miniatures, playing games whether they be in person or online, watching anime and documentaries, traveling, and more!
About how I look (since you can't attach photos here for some reason idk) I'm a short king measuring at 5'3", I have a beard and medium length brown hair, brown eyes, light skin, and I wear glasses. I like to wear jeans and branded T-shirts or mosaic T-shirts, I also like wearing a jacket I affectionately call my "hobo hoodie" when it's cold.
As for religion (if this is a no go for you) I'm what's called Asatru, I worship the old Norse Gods like Thor and Odin. I lead a kindred (basically a church group) where I live and we have regular meetings. Hope this won't be a problem for y'all if you are interested!
And that's basically it, I'm hoping to have someone listen to me about my interests and reciprocate so I can learn about yours. I love learning about people and then learn about me! So hmu if you're interested :)