Forex Trading ruined my life
I started forex trading early last year.
In the spate of 16 months, I blew away over 70k of my life savings, maxed out all my LOCs and credit cards, then borrowed from all my family and friends under false pretenses. Being that i had always been responsible all my life, they trusted me and I used their monies chasing non existent recoveries...which of course never came.
I became depressed, suicidal, almost ran into traffic.
I spent 4 days locked up in the city's psyche ward.
Almost lost my marriage.
One morning my spouse made me realize suicide was not going to ease my pain. I'd only go face a worse one in the afterlife.
I cried and realized I let the devil into my life.
Now I'm working on making reparations with all family and friends whose trust I betrayed. Confessing I traded with their money and drawing up a payment plan with each and everyone of them and begging for their forgiveness. Not all of them will forgive, and no one is obliged to. I pray God touches their hearts to. But I will pay them as long as I am alive
I deleted all Trading broker accounts.and drawing close to God and begging for forgiveness from him too.
For the banks I'm filing for a consumer proposal to help reduce the interests
For anyone who wants to invest, buy/sell and hold on platforms.
DO NOT daytrade. Don't end up like me.