I am the worst person and a disappointment to my mother
I am so horrible. I’ve dug myself into a hole that I can’t get out of.
My mom spent her entire life raising me. She had me at 20. And now I’m in debt. I’m ugly and fat and at 21 I need to get dentures but I can’t because I have a tanked credit score and 3k in credit card debt and I woke up and I’m at -335 in overdraft from my bank. I am so horrible I don’t know why I do these things. I haven’t cut since 15 cause I thought I outgrew that but it’s all I can think about. Everyone at work hates me. I am so disgusting and ugly even my ex bf said it. He called me nasty and said that my vagina tasted disgusting and that’s why he cheated and he told everyone.
I feel like I keep waiting for things to get better but I keep making it worse I can’t do this anymore I am so horrible