Pregnancy hits me harder that i imaged
Woke up and was vomiting non-stop for 5 minutes — being a 10-week pregnant wife wasn't easy, but it's kind of scary when it comes to a moment where you can feel the fear more than ever, knowing you could pass out at any moment in that bathroom, with your husband sleeping in the next room, aware of what was happening to you, but maybe just too bothered to come in and check if you're okay.
For the first time after two and a half months, I feel scared of losing consciousness, and my only family simply thinks it's normal.
My condition rn kinda bad i would say, dont want eat anything but cant leave my stomach empty neither bc i will be worse, just open the fridge is enough for me to have nausea, come back home afterwork at 8:30pm so im too exhausted to cook anything. But my husband dont know how cook so those days i just eat whatever i think i can find in bakery store or snack at home.
I dont know if bc of the hormone-changing makes me way more sensitive than ever but almost of the time i just feel lonely in this journey.. We planned to have 2 kids in future but honestly at the moment i kinda wanna step back with only one child.
Hope things getting better.