u/Fischficklecker

Im '18M' and i am wholeheartedly in Love with a Girl '19 F' , and since we vaguely admitted our Feelings for eachother i do Not feel the need or Desire to jerk Off. However i am noticing that i occasionally get dirty thoughts of her and this disgusts me, i feel Like i am objectifying her and reducing her to her Body in my mind.

But the Idea of beating Off "to let off Steam" feels very wrong, Like a betrayal of sorts.

And i dont even want to think of the Idea of doing it to Pics of her.

What is your opinion in this pubescent rant of sorts?

What would you do, what do you think?

Ty in advance