Having second thoughts, want advice
I've been at my MMA gym since before Covid and absolutely love it there. I have had multiple kickboxing fights and did decent ( 2-2 ) and do pretty well in grappling tournaments too. Last year I was prepping for my first MMA fight when I tore my Achilles. As you can imagine it was a huge uphill battle to get back to a place where I could train again, but I finally recovered enough to be back to training [almost] everything.
I wanted to take a fight this summer to ease me back into competition and get to prepping for MMA again but I'm still not cleared to wrestle so I cannot take an MMA fight. Also kickboxing fights are surprisingly hard to find in my area. 2 of the four fights I've had were at an organization that's now defunct. Making it even harder. So that just leaves boxing. People constantly tell me I have good hands so I figured an ammy boxing match would be super easy to prep for.
Good Lord was I wrong. My boxing compared to actual boxers is a fucking joke. It's like I've never boxed before a day in my life. I can hold my own with our MMA ammy champs in MMA sparring, do fine in Kickboxing sparring, and even do OK ( as in can survive a round ) against one of our MMA pros, but all the boxing ammys of my size beat the tar out of me.
Now it's got me wondering was this a good idea. Like I genuinely enjoy the fact that it has shown me what the next stage is, and how much better I can get, but I'm wondering will actually investing all this time to get good enough at boxing to win one or two amateurs actually translate to making me a better MMA fighter when I'm fully cleared to do everything again.
Is taking a boxing match still a good idea, or would it make more since to not compete in anything until I can do MMA?