u/Fit-Bill3779

Im a relatively new revert, and am homeschooled right now but next year I will be in a in person school. I live in an area of the US where being Muslim is mildly dangerous so I dont plan on telling anyone (classmates or teachers) that I reverted, but I do not want to miss prayer times due to being at school. The school Im going to has gender neutral bathrooms which are private so maybe I could just bring my prayer mat and pray there but I dont want to pray there because it is such a filthy location. Where should I pray/what should I do? Should I just suck it up and talk to my teachers/the administrator or my counselor?

Not attaching a picture as I am a minor but I need help

Age- 17 Sex- female Height- 5ft 4in Weight- 115Ibs Race- mixed, caucasian and african american Country of Residence- USA Any existing diagnosed medical issues- epilepsy, asthma, anorexia, bipolar 1 Any current medications/doses- Lamictal (idk my dose) and mirtazapine 45mg I think Any drug Use (including usage of marijuana)- none Smoking Status- I dont smoke Duration of complaint- a few months

Issue you're having (be as detailed as possible)- I have been experiencing some pretty bad pain inside of my vagina, mainly with penetration of any kind (even tampons or a finger), I had a boyfriend that I was with for 5 months, during which I experienced a lot of aggressive and hard, forced sexual stuff, repeatedly when we would hang out. After a few months of that every time we would do anything it was like- excruciatingly painful, it hurt so bad. And now when I look at my vagina theres this rough patch on the left side by the hole and then the inside is kind of like- coming out and its very rough and if I touch it it hurts a lot. Is that normal and its just irritated? Or could it maybe be an std or scarring or smt? He ddint have any other sexual partners before me but he did uh- fuck his dog when he was younger so maybe that caused smt to get contracted? I had recurring BV when we were together as well as UTIs because he was rather unclean but idk. There's also this hard thing thats way more prominent on the inside on the left but it is also kind of on the right. ​​

Is this not something I should worry about or should I be concerned, idk it just really hurts