Back on the fence
It took me so many years to decide what I wanted. Finally, pulled the trigger tried for a second baby and at the end of month 3 it all ended in a missed miscarriage. Now im back in the same situation, I don't know if i want to try again. The fear, the pain, the sadness i felt and i keep feeling now .. Has this happened to anyone else? I am a very anxious person and this was the first time I tried not to obsess and panic and for the first time i succeded in this, i was a little scared but overall happy, happy that i had made the decision, that it had already all happened. Immediately after it ended i was almost sure i would try again. Now, almost a month later, I don't know anymore and i find it so hard to move on and not think about this decision everyday. I guess i just want to hear someone else's similar experience. Thanks fir reading.