u/Fit-Focus117

It’s been days since we started no contact, pero even before pa ana, I could already feel him slowly losing interest sa akoa. The energy changed, the replies felt colder, and bisag unsaon nako ug pretend nga okay ra ko, kabalo ko nga something between us was already dying. I thought kaya ra nako dawaton tanan, but tonight proved me wrong. Gimingaw kaayo ko niya in a way nga murag sakit na sa dughan.

Part of me wants to message him and ask directly unsa gyud nahitabo. I want to hear it from him himself nga wala na jud, nga dili na jud siya ganahan sa akoa, just so I can finally have closure on my end. Pero hadlok ko. Hadlok ko nga basin di pa nako kaya madungog ang rejection gikan sa taw who once made me feel wanted. However, there’s also a part in me that’s silently hoping nga pwede pa, nga willing pa siya i-continue. Pero kabalo ko, nag-dahom rako sa wala.

So for now, I’ll just silently yearn the love that could’ve been mine but never really became mine in the first place.

Need recommendations pls… bus rides are like therapy to me 😭

I want to ride a bus somewhere far, listen to music, stare out the window and mag maladaptive daydreaming, tambay for a bit somewhere, then ride another bus home HAHAHA

Simala was my go-to. Was thinking of some cafes in Catmon, and Malau Campsite in Dalaguete, but would appreciate it naa pa’y lain choices or options. Thank you.