I need help.
I am by no means in a seriously bad situation. I'm just confused. I'm currently 18 M but I'm growing very skeptical about my gender identity. I have an aversion to body hair, I want to wear women's clothes, when I look in the mirror I look weird and when I see women my age I feel jealous to the point of having a panic attack. It's not everyday that this happens but It seems to be a growing trend and I'm slowly realising that I'm not who I think I am. All I'm worried about now is coming out when the time comes and socially transitioning, mainly because of my weight and just the awkwardness with having a Mum who is supportive but doesn't quite get it (if you know what I mean). Sorry for the frantic writing but I'm just in need of some advice on figuring stuff out and seeing if anyone else has had these experiences to some extent.