My gambling problem
Hello guys, im new here, and i write to get some advice, i dont really know what to do. Im 21, i gambled in my past, but not too much, like i was responsible about it. Since may this year, i started to do it like too often and with more money, i had like 12-13k saved, i borrowed a friend with 2k, and then i stared losing money. Now i have 3k left, wich means i lost about 10k, including some paychecks from work, I dont know what to do, i tell myself today is the last day but tommorow i play again, online or in casino, poker slots and roullete. I also remember one time i had 6k left, when i told myself thats the end, i stop, but since then i lost another 3 and yet still some paychecks. In one hand, if that friend pays me my 2k ill have 5k, 5 from 15 basically, and i lose 10k, i dont own money to the bank or to anyone, so basically i can stop and never look back, but in the other hand, i can stand the tough i lost 10k of my own worked money and it feels so hart to start again to save up money, up to 10k just to get my money back. I know a lot of people lost more than that, only my father lost about 1mil in his whole lifetime, but i also know some people recovered the money or even ended up on wining. I dont really know what to do, i dont want to keep this thing going, having that feeling after i always lose, but i also want to recover the money, or at least a part of them.