Husband left at 3 months pp
So this is my meal cuz ur girl is struggling to even eat. V much Bella new moon era rn . But basically me and my husband were together for 10 years. We were having issues for a while cuz he was a carpenter and struggling financially and so I convinced him to switch career paths. And I helped him train, interview, study, pass his academy. But throughout this time he started being more visibly distant. Now that I’m removed from the relationship I can definitely say he’s always felt empty?? Like he logically operated normally but looking deeper he never felt present it felt like there was a wall there. Since day 1.
Anyways I start breaking down going crazy. He was so invested in his phone that he would actually forget I was in the room & was talking to him. And he was going out to bars or simply going out multiple times a week. So I start acting like a lunatic checking phones which I never do. Finally I tell him I’m super depressed by this time we have our first baby. They’re a newborn. He cries, and the next day I see him a switch is flipped he’s cold. And he eventually kicks me and our baby out. And he’s MIA for a bit. He slowly comes back starts making an effort, and recently he tells me he hit up a girl and “it’s nothing” which may be true. Cuz who knows her side or how things will pan out. But when my husband had a porn addiction in our dating phase…it’s her. That’s my sleep paralysis demon. It’s her. And she has a kid, and is a single mom. We aren’t even divorced yet. And she’s been following me before she followed my ex. So she saw me heartbroken, our family photos with our newborn, and how I feel about things AND I have our baby full time. and she’s still texting and gave my ex her number, which I think is weird but maybe I’m dramatic.
Oh. And our baby was purposely conceived, we had infertility issues. I struggled for years,and he still did this 😅