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I can still hear your beautiful voice, singing in an empty room. I can still remember sitting as your voice reflected off the walls. So perfectly in tune, so beautiful. I would just forget what I was doing just to stop and listen. I miss that. I miss you so incredibly much, for these last 13 years. My heart is full of sorrow everytime I think of how close we were to reconnecting. To another epty room. To actually having a chance to be us. I know I am the cause of why this didn’t happen, and I am so very sorry. I don’t think time is going to heal this one. Not for me. You are with me every single day. Singing in an empty room And no matter how much time and distance comes between us, my heart has no choice but to love and miss you.
Love always,

If there is one experience I could have, at will, it wouldn’t be anything other then a dream where I can hold you, smell your perfume, tell you how sorry I am, and just exist in the same space as you. Just for a few minutes. You know I’ve never had sight, but when I was with you, I felt your light. I got high on your beauty, on your voice. I can never forget.
It eats me up, every single day. For 13 years now. I know when we were young I wasn’t who you needed, and when we almost reconnected I let a lot of things stop me, from focusing on us. And now we our both with others, and I hate myself. I’m so sorry. For all of it. I truely do wish you happiness. I hope the people in your life can see and feel your light.