Feel lost
Hi all, I’ve been feeling lost and isolated with myself in regard to getting a job. I finished my MSc last year and got myself onto a trainee scheme as a PM. As I accepted the offer, they noted that they thought it would be a good idea to get some site experience as it was a construction PM role. I agreed and wanted to gain that experience. It ended up being a 6 month on site placement. I would do a lot of busy work for the site agent, as well as unload deliveries and general labouring activities. I wanted to prove myself as I thought I’d put in the graft and people would start putting a face to the name. At the 6 month mark the project ended and I was due to have a meeting for a handover (or so I thought). Bearing in mind, up to this point the directors have given me nothing but good reviews and the site agent was always very pleasant with me. Long story short, instead of a meeting I got a call saying that budget overspend etc couldn’t allow them to bring me on. Because of the 6 month mark I didn’t really have any leg to stand on. On my last day, a QS, who was leaving, told me this is what the company does. Essentially, promise this scheme and then get people to do some labour for 6 months and then bin them off. Currently I’m driving a van for Sainsburys and don’t really know what to do. I have a BA and MSc and just feel like a 24 year old failure.