What do i do from here?
I am writing this because i truly cant find what to do from here. The last 5 years i would say have been the hardest times in my life, as a person who always lived by "things will work out" now that things are working out and I'm no longer in that position i truly can't find what to do next with myself or how to be happy again. Due to few situations in last years my life has changed in so much that i ended up very far from what i would consider home, no friends no family no people to trust or feel like I'm a part of something if that makes any sense to someone. I've always had a problem expressing my issues when it comes to words and i cant explain how I'm feeling but i can say that its only getting worse. My problem is that I've had to deal with so much that i feel like its all caught up to me and i have shut down, i can no longer sleep, barley eat and lately have been feeling very sick to the point I'm worried its too late.