Abusive mom writes a memoir
So, I’m officially going no contact with my mom. One day ago she broke it to me that she wrote a 38 page memoir about her being abusive to my brother and I with her various partners over the years and how she found Jesus. I regrettably then blew up at her calling her a shitty parent and many other things. Like why would she do that? I don’t understand. Like every time we talk she brings up her partners that abused me and my brother and pretends like she never whipped me with a belt buckle or slammed cabinets in my face or smashed dishes in front of me if I did them wrong. I’m just ughhgghgg. And now I have some document out there saying, “yeah I abused you, but I found Jesus!!!” It’s bullshit. Like I’ve tried everything to heal the relationship but she always brings it up. So after fighting I just blocked her on everything and left her one text that I’ll be mailing her a letter about how I feel, if she reads it or not is not my problem and that I’m done. So now I’m crying and am a mess but I also feel relieved and like a weights been lifted off my chest.