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▲ 25 r/SantaMuerte

can Santa Muerte reject someone as a follower / devotee ?

I'm sorry if this is a stupid post. I've read of her forgiveness and generosity, but I am struggling.

I am returning to her after a period of being away from her, I used to pray to her and write to her most days when I was first learning about her and devoted to her. however due to personal reasons I had to step back, I promised to return to her when I could.

now I am trying to return to her and pray to her again, I have a small altar set up in my room dedicated to her and I try to pray to her whenever I remember to or feel the need to. however I feel like she is unhappy with my leaving her, I have been using tarot cards to try and communicate with her and in a past reading I got the sense that she had forgiven me, and that I needed to let go of the guilt of leaving her. I've just done a reading and the cards I pulled seemed to contradict this.

maybe this is a stupid post but I am lost here.

maybe unrelated but I don't know if she is actually hearing my prayers or communicating with me. the cards didn't seem very coherent, and I couldn't figure out a clear message through them. is it possible she has left me ?

so sorry if this is stupid, I don't know where else to ask and some advice would be really appreciated.

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u/Flanders_Moustache — 9 days ago
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Does anyone have a video of Kevin mentioning the family guy sign from last nights Dublin show? 😭

Maybe a niche request, but it was me and my friends sign, and we werent able to get a video of him mentioning it 😭 thought we would ask here just in case anyone managed to catch it lmaoo

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u/Flanders_Moustache — 9 days ago
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unsure about these cards

hello everyone, I'm not sure what to title this post but I don't know where else to ask.

for some context, when I was younger (around fourteen, fifteen) I felt Santa Muertes call, and became very interested in her and her religion. I decided to devote myself to her, I made a small altar in my room and wrote letters to her and prayed most days for about four or five months.

however, my mother decided she didn't want the altar in her house and I had to remove it. I stepped back from Santa Muerte, and promised to return to her when I had the space and time to give her a proper altar and worship her properly.

recently, I've decided to start praying again and to rebuild my altar, however i can feel she is upset with me for leaving her. I still owe her the money i left on her altar that I had to remove (around €50) that I promised to return to her (with more obviously) however I'm still living in my mother's house, and I'm afraid if she sees money at my current small altar she will remove it again. a few years have passed since she first made me get rid of the altar, but I think placing money there would make her uneasy and get rid of the altar again.

I live in Ireland, and Santa Muerte is not well known here, however my mother is uneasy with seeing my altar.

I came to Santa Muerte this morning and asked for her forgiveness and drew these cards. the death card fell out of my hands as I was shuffling the deck while I was saying the word forgiveness. does anyone have some insight into this ? would returning the money help relieve some of the guilt I feel for abandoning her / help me gain her forgiveness ? anything would be appreciated.

thank you in advance (please excuse my messy desk lol)

u/Flanders_Moustache — 14 days ago