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2022 - 5.42 lakh rank(12th had very less knowledge, in 11 I started with motivation did good with allen online, covid yr but later stage I slipped but in last 3 months i studied like mad man)

2023 - 4.95 lakh rank (allen achiever batch was going very good but my mumma was in Bombay cancer treatment I used to visit there it was very bad times of our life we lost her in Jan. Tried my best in last 4 months but nothing was improving I was only torturing myself sitting for 15 hrs on study table grasping nothing)

2024 - 3.66 lakh rank ( was depressed went to delhi bz my uncle was there started V. Good scored 2st time 600+ in neet but with time overthinking, anxiety, family drama took over and I had infatuation with a girl could studied in last months)

2025 - 2.31 lakh rank ( started again but it was easy start with time got better did hard work and it showed improvement i got multiple time 600+ even got 695 once in test but again in last time I went into anxiety loop, overthinking loop , guilt loop family drama was also there ibwas living with my uncle, aunty it was not there fault I was overthinking too much and also couldn't manage in those 3 hrs)

2026 - NEET 560 marks ( speaking very honestly I started studying in October but I was not doing good in test and used be demotivated but from jan those are the most hard working days of life i worked my ass off but it was not enough, only self study though )

Reneet 469 marks expecting 1 lakh rank( in that month I did not studied much again overthinking, anxiety and all took over me)

I have gotten better every year on an average i am getting better with 1 lakh rank, I know neet should not be judged like thins but I have improved and I know my mistakes that I did this yr too and I can improve there i am not talking emotionally, drop years are exhausting ik.

If I take drop there is no surety that I will get selected but its very hard to move on from here I am closest, I am scared of living with regret my whole life I want to win so much any suggestions will be appreciated or should I take partial drop with any other course with this mark I dont think I will get anything other than bhms, should I take full drop from allen, I will be honest I have got lot to improve but years have been passed my real age is 23 yrs well on paper its 21. I am going home from kota( i did self study) meet 3 guys who said I am doing MBBS when they asked abt I lied and I am regretting lying that it was my 1st drop and I am getting 510 marks. I am felling so terrible right know.

2022 - 5.42 lakh rank(12th had very less knowledge, in 11 I started with motivation did good with allen online, covid yr but later stage I slipped but in last 3 months i studied like mad man)

2023 - 4.95 lakh rank (allen achiever batch was going very good but my mumma was in Bombay cancer treatment I used to visit there it was very bad times of our life we lost her in Jan. Tried my best in last 4 months but nothing was improving I was only torturing myself sitting for 15 hrs on study table grasping nothing)

2024 - 3.66 lakh rank ( was depressed went to delhi bz my uncle was there started V. Good scored 1st time 600+ in neet but with time overthinking, anxiety, family drama took over and I had infatuation with a girl could not studied in last months)

2025 - 2.31 lakh rank ( started again but it was lasy start with time got better did hard work and it showed improvement i got multiple time 600+ even got 695 once in test but again in last time I went into anxiety loop, overthinking loop , guilt loop family drama was also there i was living with my uncle, aunty it was not there fault I was overthinking too much and also couldn't manage in those 3 hrs)

2026 - NEET 560 marks ( speaking very honestly I started studying in October but I was not doing good in test and used to be demotivated but from jan those are the most hard working days of life i worked my ass off but it was not enough, only self study though )

Reneet 469 marks expecting 1 lakh rank( in that month I did not studied much again overthinking, anxiety and all took over me)

I have gotten better every year on an average i am getting better with 1 lakh rank, I know neet should not be judged like thins but I have improved and I know my mistakes that I did this yr too and I can improve there i am not talking emotionally, drop years are exhausting ik.

If I take drop there is no surety that I will get selected but its very hard to move on from here I am closest, I am scared of living with regret my whole life I want to win so much any suggestions will be appreciated or should I take partial drop with any other course with this mark I dont think I will get anything other than bhms, should I take full drop from allen, I will be honest I have got lot to improve but years have been passed my real age is 23 yrs well on paper its 21. I am going home from kota( i did self study) meet 3 guys who said I am doing MBBS when they asked abt me, I lied and I am regretting lying that it was my 1st drop and I am getting 510 marks. I am felling so terrible right know.

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Is doing MBBS by taking a huge education loan really worth it? Curious to hear from doctors, medical students, and graduates who've been through it. Looking back, would you make the same decision again?

If I take 35 lakh loan reat my family will manage.. I will have to give 35to 40k EMI for 10 years and if I crack neet pg my salary will be around 1L it will more 5 years later I will still have 50k in had ik its not very good amt of money what other option do we have, people will say do it from abroad but only 29 percent fmge passing rate.. Do i make sense please guide

I am getting 469 in neet i will get ayush courses for sure bvsc and bds is less likely on this no. And in CUET I am getting good enough to get any course what should I do which is better ayush o bsc ( like nursing, physiotherapy and all) i am also giving aiims paramedical, I need guidance anyone with experience please....