I don’t even know
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Am I wrong for wanting support and feeling like lack of support has gotten me down? I was tying to talk with my uBPD mom about some goals I have for organization. She told me that she doesn’t think I’ll ever do it and that she thinks I’m capable of change, but that I never will. I’ve struggled with ADHD and depression for a long time, and I’ll admit that a lot of my belongings are not well organized. I truly am ready to change and live more put together. I told her that I would appreciate some support, and she turned it around and said that she won’t clean for me. I’m not asking for that. I just want someone to sit with me from time to time while I clean and declutter.
I don’t know. I feel crazy. I’m an adult child and I feel like such a failure and a loser. I really wish I had more support, but I don’t know if I’m being too needy.