I can never win when it comes to my body
Sorry if my phrasing is bad, I’m really not good at writing text and english isn’t my first language.
I [17F] feel like I’m stuck in a weird middle where people like either skinny/thin women or thick and curvy women. Like some kind of skinny fat.
I genuinely think I got every insecurities known to man kind: short hair, ugly saggy boobs apart, pointy knees and elbows, wide waist, no hips, hips dips, knocked knees, long Greek feet, scars, hairy, big nose, double chin, stretch marks, rectangle body shape overall. I even started to develop hair on my chin, like WHAT?
I also hate that I’m held to a higher standard as a black girl, seeing people talking about how black women are so curvy and pretty just makes me wonder wtf am I even doing here.
People keep saying, "oh but it’s so common everyone has it" I swear they are LYING, even if some people do have it, they don’t got the full package unlike me.
Every time I try to convince myself it’s not that bad, wether I go to school (with a class full of girls) or check social media, I’m like okay this isn’t gonna do it.