u/Flat_Broccoli6190

I've been bulking and hitting the gym but, I just feel like I cannot put on muscle. My BDD is going crazy because I just feel too big, too small.

To make matters worse, I cannot go to my partner for any sort of affirmation or reassurance. My partner CANNOT tell me that he finds me attractive. At this point. I firmly believe my partner is actually truly not attracted to me. My BDD is exasperated by his issues and it's just off the charts today.