I’m just amazed at how open you are to helping everyone or being a friend or shoulder for whoever needs that and how god saved you and allows you to do that, BUT. you were so quick to just get rid of what we had, no explanation just vanishing out of my life. If god is so good, why isn’t he allowing you to be there for me?
its been over a year since I last saw you. over 5 months since I last texted you. This week particularly, the thought of you haunted me again, hard. I had the urge to reach out so bad like when you first stepped away from this “love”. I wonder why now. I was literally fine weeks ago. I truly hope you’re okay. I loved you so much, but I didn’t push you away and I won’t pull you back either. Be well, take care of yourself. I hope one day, I’ll forget you. I tried. I’m at peace with that. I just miss you right now, I hope you are okay.