So lucky to meet you
I was going through it last week. I hurt your feelings - walked away suddenly - didn’t say goodbye like I usually do. I knew it affected you !!! I could feel it. I was so jealous - you praising everyone - hated myself and my inability to pull myself up. But you were still there. Dependable - calm and steady. But I knew you felt something . I knew you were hurting.
I then told you I was scared but I was coming to your session - you said you love my spirit !!! Who says that - no one atleast to me . Just way you told me you love me reaching out. Who says that - you do.
And you held my hand so many times - looked after me so well. Made sure I was ok. Calmed all my fears with your grace. And then though we said our goodbyes and have a great weekends - you still messaged me again saying I killed it - and I lost it - I said I’m so happy to have meet you and that you’re the very best !!! You said it means a TON and you sent me a ❤️. What platonic heaven am I in - I never thought I would meet someone who would correct all my old wounds. Why didn’t anyone else make me feel like you all these years.
My heart is filled with gratitude - forever and forever. You then posted all my videos so openly. You helped me be ok with being perceived. How can I thank you. How can I thank you .