How do I go forward?
Hello, 26F here. I’m genuinely stuck and lost on what to do. I wasted my years in college to leave it unfinished because I hated what I was studying. To be honest, I didn’t even know what I was going to college for except for a degree to make my family happy and just get any job. I got 2 years out of 4 done and silently dropped out without them knowing. My GPA is horrible because I messed up when I was 18-19. And the school said, I can’t convert the hours to an associates because I would have to be enrolled in their community college for a certain amount of hours. And I just feel hopeless those hours are going to waste.
On top of that, I’m already expected to pay back student loans which are already past due. And then I have a $600 loan left that I have to pay back as well as $5000 in credit card debt (split between 2 cards). And I of course want to move out but the debt scares me. And I’m unsure if I can even get a job that’ll pay enough for rent, car payments, insurance, etc. I think that’s what I’ve been afraid of most about moving out since my early 20s which is failing.
I just honestly need advice from someone that isn’t my family because they’ll just be disappointed in me.