u/Flimsy-Effort-6544

So I met this guy and we ended up kissing, and just oral stuff. And I went down the full rabbit hole of herpes and now I’m so scared I might have it. Literally ever feeling I feel I think it’s herpes. It’s been a month, I went to like 4 different doctors. And they all said nothing was down there or on my lips. The guys said he doesn’t have herpes either he didn’t have any bumps or nothing either. But I’m talking to this other guy and I wanna make it official with him but I’m scared to give him anything so i literally thinking of leaving him. Cause I’m so scared but I love this man a lot and he loves me too. But I don’t know what to do. Please help me