u/Flimsy-Formal-5813

Actually, i suffer from clinical anxiety disorder since 1st semester. Its due long term chronic stress and extreme overthinking on minor things. Now my mental health is somehow better. But, now i think its too late to do anything. In my class, i stood at last position in every fields like in study, sports, communication. I have nothing. I literally think i dont deserve to be alive, too....I have no skills...NO studies, nothing..And i Don't want to study too...May be i am the worst. I live in my parents home though i feel super lonely, depressed. My parents 24 hours say to study...But i cant..SO i cut my hand with blade to touch with reality.

Actually, i suffer from clinical anxiety disorder since 1st semester. Its due long term chronic stress and extreme overthinking on minor things. Now my mental health is somehow better. But, now i think its too late to do anything. In my class, i stood at last position in every fields like in study, sports, communication. I have nothing. I literally think i dont deserve to be alive, too....I have no skills...NO studies, nothing..And i Don't want to study too...May be i am the worst. I live in my parents home though i feel super lonely, depressed. My parents 24 hours say to study...But i cant..SO i cut my hand with blade to touch with reality.