This one paul pokemon fanfic I've been thinking about for years
Supposed to be studying for finals but eh
This may be two different fanfics. Nonetheless I remember two scenes very clearly. These are likely from either ao3 or fanfiction.net sadly
Paul punching his trees until his knuckles bleed and splinter. I think him and Ash get in a fight where his nose bleeds and he brushes past Ash harshly when he exits the bathroom. I think it's likely it is from fanfiction.net
A fanfic about Paul's mental health issues and how his ruthlessness extends to himself. It's from Ash's perspective and mentions how Paul "eats like a machine" as if it's demanded of it, treate everything as a necesity. I think there's something about watching him in a tent or something about a lake but my memory is foggy.
I need this to be resolved so I would greatly appreciate any help. Now time to go study