success story/ how’s it going so far..
hello fellow manifestors! this is my first post in this community, but i’ve been lurking here for a while :3
i wanted to share my success story, but also seek some advice.. this is gonna be a long-ish post.. sorry!
a little over a year ago i manifested my current SP. i have been into manifesting for quite some years now, but never took it really seriously. me and my SP were really good friends at the time, but i had romantic feelings towards him and i became so desperate i started to manifest him, but i honestly didn’t do much.. i wrote a love letter to myself from his perspective and listened to subliminals for a couple of days. for MONTHS i couldn’t stop thinking about the manifestation and when it’s going to work, which obviously led to no movement AT ALL. but after all that i just… forgot.
yep that’s right, i forgot about manifesting him entirely and honestly this played a huge part in this scenario. a couple weeks passed and he suddenly changed and wanted to be in a relationship with me, mind you, our friendship was strictly platonic from his side, a week before us getting together there was even a 3P involved. (i kept this story very vague, if somebody wants to know more details about this please do tell..)
when we were together he was repeating the EXACT SAME things i had wrote in the letter, when i tell you the exact same.. oh lord it was even scary to think about tbh 😭
we had a beautiful relationship for a year, until my self-concept got to an all time low and i lowkey manifested our break up too.. i kept believing and repeating to myself that our relationship will end and that im not good enough for him and yaddi yadda, fast forward a month after these thoughts started, he broke up with me over the exact things.
i was DEVASTATED. i didn’t feel like a human for WEEKS. but as time passed, things got better, my self-esteem slowly came back and i was doing okay, but the idea of us getting back together wouldn’t leave my mind. and so.. i remembered… if i manifested him once, why couldn’t i do it again? and so i went.
subliminals, scripting, the love letter method, o method, visualization… you name it, but this was all being done out of desperation and heartbreak.. after starting manifesting again i found out he had found a 3P and i realized that i was doing everything wrong.
i started working on my self-concept again, cut down some manifestation techniques that were draining me and just focused on myself, i even unfollowed my SP on everything just so i wouldn’t focus on him as much.
a week passed and suddenly i woke up one day and he had liked one of my comments on his friend’s post. to someone this may seem like nothing, but to me it was huge movement (when my SP would talk about his previous ex he would tell me how much it annoyed him that she was liking some of his posts, comments after the breakup, so i was kind of convinced he wouldn’t do the same to me). then he texted a group chat where i was in about some random shit (the group chat was dead for like 6 months) and later texted one of my friends from the group chat, asking when she will be in town so we could ALL meet up (yes that includes me). buuuuuttt fast forward i started spiraling again about certain things and boom, when i was supposed to meet up with him and the group my friend got sick and the meetup never happened.
my biggest advice to people is to persist in your manifestation, NO MATTER what the 3D is showing, but also detachment (which comes naturally, give it time), but i also seek advice.. when you get movement like this, how do you not lose your mind? it feels impossible to contain my excitement, that my manifestation is here, and my disappointment, when the movement stops. i still sometimes catch myself spiraling about the old story (things he said during the break up), the 3P (which is gone btw) and the fact that we have been broken up for 2 months already..
i know im going to return with a success story again.. i feel it in my bones.. but i can’t deny the fact that im heartbroken right now 😔