u/Foreign_Fly2786

Yo I'm 18 in college 2nd day So me and my mom have been hiding my grades for years from my father

But since she had me lie for years and years it made me anxious and hide tons of stuff from him

Now he wants my college log in information and I lied to him about my classes and my gpa so he wouldn't get mad at me

He doesn't know I'm neurodivergent so I had to have fundamental classes first and he will flip the hell out if he finds out and possibly dis own me Wich I wish I was lying about that but I'm not

College has put so much anxiety and stress on me to the point I can physically feel my eyebags every single second and my face feel like it burns and my stomach is constantly nauseous

I fear he will find out and this much anxiety is going to start effecting me, I get sick very very easily and I may have an episode Wich normally means I get very dehydrated and malnourished along with passing out and disassociation for id say a week since that's how long it was last time

I just need a way to keep my dad from knowing or to not give him that log in information because he has demanded it by the end of the week

I'm about to head into college and I'm someone who LOVES cool looking tech and colorful and unique designs

I keep trying to buy this green sony vaio but my parents want me to get a more modern one for school

I can't find any laptop that isn't boring and the same copy paste look and feel to it and it's driving me mad. I want to be able to work on the laptop yes but also feel happy and have fun using it, I find using boring technology or something so plain drives me away from even wanting to use it

Are there any suggestions for genuinely cool and good laptops?

Yoo uh Im 18 going into a community college in August and free time is very important for me in order to regulate myself and not burn out quickly or else I get sick very very easily

I'm gonna be doing full time Wich for my college is five classes how strict is my schedule gonna be? I know its a silly question but it's one that's been on my mind a lot