I have no personality. Shuold I go to see a shrink?
Hey, not sure where to post this since r/psychology and similar subreddits do not welcome questions (doh!) but I have been feeling funny lately.
Context: I have calmed the fuck down a lot throughout last year or so, my life changed a lot, no more stress related to work or other obligations, so I live a very calm life lately. Waking up, having breakfast then a stroll along the beach and evenings on a couch with a loved one doing not much really. Planing a long trip next year, and seriously not much more going on in my life now.
My life got so quiet, from being drastically different even a little over a year ago. I had a stressfull fast paced job, a lot of people I partied with etc. You could say that it all went away fast and I'm fine with it.
The main issue is:
I have a lot of time for myself now, and spending time with myself I noticed I do not have a personality of my own.
Explanation: Every time I have a reaction to a situation, or a thing happening, I can somewhat see it through other people's eyes, that is how i percieve it retrospectively, or notice I know what another person I knew would react this way really. That is if I have a reaction at all. I myself, could really sit there and not react to anything, even being pushed or directly addressed verbally. I do not feel a need to react to anything. I could sit there enjoying chewing a bamboo or something not caring about anything in the world really.
I am not worried or concerned in any way, it's just it really seems a bit funny to me now that I see it, and realized it.
Does that seem strange to anyone? What you guis think, is this normal? Anyone else feels like this?
