u/Forgetabl

My dad died when I was young. He was the glue that kept our family together. I cannot feel his presence. I’m only able to feel his mother, my grandmother. Anything he has for me? Is he ok? Anything to share with anyone?

I wish I had the opportunity to see him pass but he requested I didn’t because I was so young and didn’t want me to see him dying. I idolized my dad as a kid. Now as an adult I hear bits and pieces of how he viewed things and wonder how he would react to how I am today and my decisions.

I appreciate anything. I miss him terribly and hope he is proud of me.