u/FormalSpinach1351

I don't live in a Muslim country and I want to take off the hijab while going out because it feels like I'm constantly being stared at by other pepole while wearing it and other Muslim while I'm going out judge me for my clothes and what I wear but I have black hair type and I don't know how to take care of it a couple weeks ago I took off my hijab as an experiment and nobody really stared at me they were polite and actually weren't judging me I've been wearing the hijab since I was 5 I'm now 16 I hate wearing it. It makes me feel uncomfortable and feels like I can't express myself so please give me some advice

My Muslim mom was quoting Quran verses saying that disrespecting your mother is a very big sin and Allah is punishing me because I fought with her the night before and today I was being followed by some random creep she said that all the bad things I said to her is karma and that it was my fault for being followed by a guy that tried to film up my skirt and ps the guy who followed me came out of a halal meat store I'm 16 and he looked about 30-40