u/Former-Lobster-6023

Why you never reached out?? Why you never messgd me??? So in one day all the feelings and emotion evaporated?? What about those things you said about future?? I tried talking. You never picked my calls. I called you multiple times in those two days. Why you never answered??? Why did you say all those things when you never meant to do any of it???

I told you I'm broken. Its all complicated with me. I told you i fear this. I fear being the only one in love and you chased me. Was it some kind of game?? How can you not reach out??? you said i can rely on you physically and emotionally. Its driving me crazy, What is it????

Why the fuck I'm obsessed with you??? I'm so far better than you. All you did was give up and walk away. I called you, you on the other hand never had the decency to pick up and talk. You broke up with me on text. Why the hell am i still stuck???

I lied. I'm actually not good at goodbyes. I still think a lot about you. I still sometimes go through your photos and our chats.

I want something magical happen and you do come back to me.

I don't want anyone else. I can't think of anyone else. I cry. I still cry for you. But i can't break this no contact. I can't bare any more of your non chalant replies that you started to give after our breakup. In one day you took away everything from me. I was so happy.

Idk when this obsession will end. I saw an old chat today where i replied to you when you said you are too good with good-byes. I replied "you've met your match". But no.... I'm still here hanging. All alone. Dealing with this situation all alone. Even though i never asked for it.