My mom wants me to kill myself and I'm trying my hardest not to.
Hi this is my first time writing to reddit and I just need some help with family problems, I've always suffered with mental health problems that my mom nor dad cares for.
my mom manipulates me claiming she's going to collage for me but I think its just to get away from me as she said in her own words 'your a selfish little asshole and your just like your dad' my father was abusive to her when they were together and she later divorced him.
the reason the tittle is my mom wants me to kill myself is because I finally got enough courage to tell her how I've been feeling and how close I am to killing myself and she never responded with reassurance or help but simply replied 'ok'
today was me and my boyfriends 1yr anniversary I was exited and we hung out all day only to be harrassed by my mom as soon as I got home she was mad I went out with him even though it was our anniversary, every time I have something fun planned she has to ruin it all by making me cry and I don't know what to do my dad is no better he does some of the same shit. I just don't know what to do because my boyfriend is the only thing keeping me alive right now and I've turned to reddit to try and help me get through this.