I can't forget her
Hello chat, a few months ago, precisely on New Year's Day, I dmed my crush (we barely know each other, I wanted to get to know her) to wish her happy new year. Well, she ghosted me... She only liked my message after two days. In these months, I worked on myself and thought about her as little as I could, and it was in fact working, with some highs and lows; the fact is that I saw her (from afar) a few days ago, so I'm starting to think about her again. Since she didn't reject me explicitly (my message was just Happy New Year and not I love you), my brain (or my heart) can't process that episode as a real rejection. So I can't let her go, sometimes she appears in my thoughts, with my head full of "what ifs".
The fact is my friend knows her, and he knows she's a good person, indeed he was shocked when she ghosted me, cause she's polite, chill, and positive. This thing tempts me to try again to get to know her. Is that a bad idea? Would I get hurt even more? (Probably so, but my heart won't understand that).
Thanks for your attention and I hope someone replies to my question ;)