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أعوذبالله من الشيطان الرجيم
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ

May Allah forgive me and forgive us, Ameen. Grateful for completing day 4. Again, no urges today, Alhamdulillah. I woke up really tired and felt lazy throughout the whole day, but I still managed to get through it.

I’m starting to enjoy this journaling thing. It’s really been giving me a sense of purpose in a way. Every day, I look forward to this moment. My life is pretty chaotic at the moment, so maybe that’s why I’m feeling this way. I kind of needed something to help structure my thoughts. I wish I had started this sooner. Again, I’m going to keep this post really short. I pray that Allah makes it easy for all of us, Ameen.

أعوذبالله من الشيطان الرجيم
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ

May Allah forgive me and forgive us. Ameen.

Celebrating Day 3. It’s a small number, but I’m celebrating every day that I’m free from this disease. Alhamdulillah. No urges today, Alhamdulillah, which is pretty normal. It will get more difficult as time goes on, but so far, so good.

I read three quarters of Surah Al-Baqarah and am planning to finish it tomorrow, in sha Allah. I’m going to keep this short because I’m very exhausted while writing this.

All praise is due to Allah.

أعوذبالله من الشيطان الرجيم
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ
May Allah forgive me and forgive us. Today, I started my day pretty well until I was given some bad news, which made me really angry. I prayed and calmed down a little.
In terms of urges, Alhamdul’Allah, I haven’t had any. I expect things to get more difficult as we go. May Allah make it easy for all of us.

أعوذ** بالله من الشيطان الرجيم
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ

May Allah forgive me and forgive us. I decided to start journaling here because I’ve seen that it really helps a lot of people. No matter what happens, before I go to sleep, I’ll force myself to write a few paragraphs here.

This is day 1 out of 90.

بِسمِ** **اللَّهِ