19 and socially cooked 😭
19M here.
Studied in a boys school all my life, then wasted 3 years in coaching grind . Somehow ended up getting into a tier 1 engineering college, but socially? cooked af
Never been in a relationship ever. Not even close. And honestly, I’ve had very limited interaction with girls in general. Like proper conversation bhi rarely hui hai because life bas boys school .. coaching .. depression loop tha. So now I’m super shy around girls and awkward too because I literally never had that exposure of being normal friends with them.
And now suddenly I’m realizing… teenage almost khatam ho gaya. The whole teenage love type shit we all saw in web series and movies .. woh phase toh bina experience kiye hi nikal gaya
College aake ab lagta hai ki maybe I should actually try talking to girls, being friends, making genuine connections, and if vibe matches then maybe relationship bhi. But at the same time I feel so behind everyone else socially. Like people already know how to flirt/date/be confident and idhar basic interaction hi hard lagti hai
Anyone else in the same situation or was in this phase before? How do you even start without looking weird/forced