Consequences of being horny
I was M27 with 0 bodycount and started meeting escorts. Within a year my bodycount reached 52 which includes people different races/gender Indians, Africans, Asians, South Americans, Mexicans, Trans, 3sm, 4sm, Low class to elite escorts, Angels to ugliest. I really enjoyed and got addicted to it till I realised that my 5years savings got emptied. I got fucked frustrated for a month then I started to visit cheap african escorts and trans on shot basis. I know what am doing and how it's affecting me physically, mentally and socially yet I can't stop the thing. After few months of visiting cheap escorts I hired a North Indian from MR and I fell into fucking pimp scam and lost 100000 in that night. It was a hectic night which made me realise what the fuck. But it did helped me to overcome this. It's been a year since my last visit and I'm much better now. I can't change my past so I stopped thinking about it and living the present but nowadays those things are haunting me sometimes triggering me to go back.